It would be fair to say that, for my wife and I, the journey to peace began long before we discovered what a peaceful inhabitant was or how ‘the game’ really worked, it began the moment we made the conscious decision to start following our conscience.
After a 12 month period of information overload with conspiracies, banking, freeman etc we had come to discover what we believed at the time to be the fraudulent nature of the banking system, and we were left with a choice; to continue to be complicit with the apparent fraud, or to withdraw our compliance and cease making payments to corporations for ‘loans’ that had already been paid for. We had no idea at the time how we would keep a roof over our heads or ‘fight’ off the ‘vultures’ but nonetheless we continued on the basis that we would figure out the answers by the time they were needed.
The next six months were an intense 80 hour per week study session in an attempt to acquire all the necessary knowledge to ‘stick it to the man,’ keep OUR house over OUR heads and to carry out all the other objectives generally characterized by the commercial redemption, freeman and trust schools of thought. Whilst following these processes I believed that I was acting for the greater good of all, and whilst that was the intent I always spoke of, the actions of both myself and those I was surrounded by, served to betray our words. The simple fact is that we still believed that there was someone or something external to ourselves which was to blame for our unrest and for the degenerate behaviour being observed in the greater world; we had not yet come to ‘know,’ on anything more than an intellectual level, that we are each responsible for our own experiences in our own lives.
As with most people we experienced a number of small ‘successes,’ attributable I believed to nothing more than the hassle saving approach of some of the corporations we were dealing with, and we were never able to shake the overwhelming feeling that the answer to mans enslavement was not 3000 hours of law study, 20 trips to court and chipper smile. That said, not having conceived of any better alternative, we returned from holiday after taking a breather, with renewed vigour and intentions of finally settling the myriad of legal and financial matters affecting the names.
On our return I was given, by a previous study partner, the Batman and Boris audios,[1] which formed the starting point and much of the foundation of the information offered in this series of texts. Having been searching for and growing into a more spiritual existence for many years, here at last was a more spiritual and holistic approach to dealing with fiction land and our brothers and sisters who fight to maintain it. Within 72 hours the errors of our previous ways became clear and I couldn’t help but laugh at the irony that we had started out learning two years earlier with Robert Menard’s ‘you are not a person’ speeches and had come full circle, after a massive amount of pointless research, to a point where the ‘person’ or ‘name’ really was the only thing we need concern ourselves with. The following three weeks were an intense period of insights and realisations regarding life, the universe and everything; the culmination of which being a true insight into the creative process and the essential part that the process of giving freely in the service of others plays in the grand scheme of creating a peaceful existence; we now ‘knew’ what we needed to do to create the heaven on Earth we had dreamed of – service to others. This period set the tone for the rest of the journey which continues to this day. These realisations are not something that I, nor anyone else, can impart upon you with words, but they will come to us all in time.